July 24, 2013

Your Love is Strong

A beautiful song for the middle of the week. 




His love is strong!

Stronger than the erosion of time
Stronger than our fears
Stronger than poverty
Stronger than storms
Stronger than a kick to the face







July 23, 2013

Leaning

Calvin and Hobbes

This comic strip captured a current drifting of thought--do we study and teach history because it gives us the illusion of control? In other words, do we believe that understanding the decisions and forces that directed humanity to its current state in 2013 will allow us to influence the future? Yes, I do recall being taught the phrase: "Those who do not learn from history are doomed to repeat it." Still, I'm not buying it. This motivation for interpreting history seems almost farcical. It is absurd to suppose that humans are 1.) remotely capable of accurately assessing cause and effect on a global or even societal scale and 2.) wise and unselfish enough to use any insights to "fix" our patterns of brutality and prejudice and wastefulness. 

Last week a new acquaintance prayed a familiar verse* over me: "And God, let Katie not lean on her own understanding as she makes decisions, knowing that You direct our paths." Despite memorizing this verse at age seven, there are very few days when I do not lean heavily on my own understanding. I am terrible with any activity requiring physical agility, hand-eye coordination, or mechanical aptitude. Basically, I rely on my own understanding all day long because intuiting and processing information (primarily people-oriented information) is where I am comfortable. It seems like an affront to say that I am supposed to give up the area in which I feel most capable and useful.

The good news for me and for all of us is that this verse is not instructing us to disregard our own mental faculties or gut instincts. Rather, our own understanding is not to be our main support. It is a faulty structure. As we study history, try to understand what makes our loved ones tick, read about current events, decipher training manuals, and so on and so forth, we cannot rely on our understanding. It will fail us every time.

History is incredibly fascinating to me on both an individual and societal level. Humans have the same essential story-line with incredibly diverse circumstances. Every person is born from the physical union of one man and woman, has a sex, has physical needs to eat and sleep and shelter, has emotional needs to learn and connect, interacts with other beings, and finally dies. Many personality psychologists postulate that there are only a few basic personality types that form differently based on our wildly diverse environments. Melding those individual stories into explanations of culture and society is even more complex and elusive. Still, learning about history is indeed valuable. It is useful not because it will help us control the future, but because it confirms the timeless divine instructions for human interaction. Reading about genocides and oppression and tracing their history of prejudice and selfishness may help convince us of man's incredible capacity for evil, but such a perverse lineage is not necessary for instruction. Our Father has already told us how to behave and what to prioritize. We must trust God when He says to care for the poor, welcome the alien in the land, and protect widows and orphans. We must trust Him when He says not to deprive a worker of his rights, to honor the lowly, to universally "love your neighbor as you love yourself." 

History is a corruptible testimony; our understanding is faulty; but God's instructions remain true and trustworthy.


*"Trust in the Lord with all of your heart 
and lean not on your own understanding. 
In all your ways, acknowledge Him, 
and He will direct your paths." 
Proverbs 3:5-6. 

July 15, 2013

The Jailers

Abolitionists love the story of Paul and Silas's dramatic prison release told in Acts 16. Who wouldn't? It shouts of vibrant praise, a supernatural earthquake, and salvation:

One day, on our way to the place of prayer, a slave girl ran into us. She was a psychic and, with her fortunetelling, made a lot of money for the people who owned her. She started following Paul around, calling everyone's attention to us by yelling out, "These men are working for the Most High God. They're laying out the road of salvation for you!" She did this for a number of days until Paul, finally fed up with her, turned and commanded the spirit that possessed her, "Out! In the name of Jesus Christ, get out of her!" And it was gone, just like that.

When her owners saw that their lucrative little business was suddenly bankrupt, they went after Paul and Silas, roughed them up and dragged them into the market square. Then the police arrested them and pulled them into a court with the accusation, "These men are disturbing the peace-dangerous Jewish agitators subverting our Roman law and order." By this time the crowd had turned into a restless mob out for blood.

The judges when along with the mob, had Paul and Silas's clothes ripped off and ordered a public beating. After beating them black-and-blue, they threw them into jail, telling the jailkeeper to put them under heavy guard so there would be no chance of escape. He did just that--threw them into the maximum security cell in the jail and clamped leg irons on them.

Along about midnight--Paul and Silas were at prayer and singing a robust hymn to God. The other prisoners couldn't believe their ears. Then, without warning, a huge earthquake! The jailhouse tottered, every door flew open, all the prisoners were loose.

Startled from sleep, the jailer saw all the doors swinging loose on their hinges. Assuming that all the prisoners had escaped, he pulled out his sword and was about to do himself in, figuring he was as good as dead anyway, when Paul stopped him: "Don't do that! We're all still here! Nobody's run away!"

The jailer got a torch and ran inside. Badly shaken, he collapsed in front of Paul and Silas. He led them out of the jail and asked, "Sirs, what do I have to do be be saved, to really live?" They said, "Put your entire trust in Master Jesus. Then you'll live as you were meant to live--and everyone in your house included!"

They went on to spell out in detail the story of the Master--the entire family got in on this part. They never did get to bed that night. The jailer made them feel at home, dressed their wounds, and then--he couldn't wait until morning!--was baptized, he and everyone in his family. There in his home, he had food set out for a festive meal. It was a night to remember. He and his entire family had put their trust in God; everyone in the house was in on the celebration.

At daybreak, the court judges sent officers with the instructions, "Release these men." The jailer gave Paul the message, "The judges sent word that you're free to go on your way. Congratulations! Go in peace!"

But Paul wouldn't budge. He told the officers, "They beat us up in public and threw us in jail, Roman citizens in good standing! And now they want to get us out of the way on the sly without anyone knowing? Nothing doing! If they want us out of here, let them come themselves and lead us out in broad daylight."

When the officers reported this, the judges panicked. They had no idea that Paul and Silas were Roman citizens. They hurried over and apologized, personally escorted them from the jail, and then asked them if they wouldn't please leave the city. Walking out of the jail, Paul and Silas went straight to Lydia's house, saw their friends again, encouraged them in the faith, and only then went on their way.*


Whoosh! Quite a bit to unpack in this story. First there is a demon-possessed slave girl who is compelled to scream out the truth as God's servants pass her: "These men bring the story of salvation!" Through the power of the Holy Spirit, Paul speaks words of freedom to her, resulting in severe beating and imprisonment for himself and his cohort. No interfering with the highly lucrative slave trade! I'm following avidly thus far, as this is paralleling stories I read every week about modern-day abolitionists risking all to answer God's call to justice. Well, next comes the part that we learn in Sunday school: literally chained in prison, black and blue, and without even the pretense of creature comforts, Paul and Silas choose to sing songs of praise to God. 

Last night, a friend referenced this praise part of the story when praying for torture camps in the Sinai. It seems that people are generally most impressed that Paul and Silas would sing after being tortured and wrongfully imprisoned. As Americans, we're transfixed that they would choose to praise God after His apparent failure to protect and provide. Then, bam! An earthquake shows the authorities Who is in control. Take that! As abolitionists, we continually pray for these types of miraculous rescues. We tend to focus on this part of the story, glossing over the ending. But, astonishingly,  Paul and Silas do not walk out freely into the night. They wait for the jailer. Paul and Silas knew that the jailer's life would be forfeit for any prisoners who escaped. That was the law of the time. Despite God's miraculous intervention on their behalf, they voluntarily remained in captivity for the sake of the jailer's soul. This sort of love completely floored the jailer, and it likewise stops me in my tracks. 

Paul was no pansy. He was a fierce advocate of justice, as you can see at the end of the story when he essentially demanded a legal clearing of his name, again remaining in jail for the sake of a greater cause. This man hated evil and preached a fierce abstinence from sin. He was an unabashed radical. Yet, he had been personally transformed by grace to the point that he was willing to forgo freedom for the sake of an unjust captor.

Frankly, I'm not that nice. I want the bad guys apprehended swiftly and permanently. I'm selective with forgiveness and think that it is mine to dispense. Yet, the essence of forgiveness is realizing that you never had the authority to accurately judge right and wrong, to dispense rewards and punishments. Forgiveness is trusting that God will work out restitution eternally and relinquishing the idea that someone's transgression makes them less of a person than you. Forgiveness by no means ignores the needs for restitution and restoration, but it does ultimately release those responsibilities to God.

As I type, refugees are being kidnapped from United Nation camps in northeastern Africa and sold to traditionally nomadic tribes who imprison them in the middle of the desert in the Sinai peninsula, torturing them brutally in order to extort as much money as possible from impoverished friends and family. Most do not make it out alive, but some have made their way to Israel, badly wounded and destitute. Last night we prayed for the people still imprisoned in the camps, that they would experience miraculous courage and rescue in the middle of hell on earth. We prayed for figurative and even literal earthquakes of freedom in the camps. We prayed for praise and courage regardless of rescue. And then, we prayed for the traffickers, remembering that Paul had been hell-bent on a campaign to murder Christians prior to his own dramatic conversion. Though no one mentioned it at the time, I think we were all remembering this truth:

For when we were still without strength, 
in due time Christ died for the ungodly. 
For scarcely for a righteous man will one die; 
yet perhaps for a good man someone would even dare to die. 
But God demonstrates His own love toward us,
in that while we were still sinners, Christ died for us. 
Romans 8:6-8

*Story taken verbatim from "The Message: The Bible in Contemporary English".

July 9, 2013

Straight Steps

Everglades, Ft. Lauderdale, Florida


Due to the abysmal mismanagement of planes and people cursed colloquially as "Spirit Airlines", our Cause 4 Life team spent two unplanned days in Ft. Lauderdale while we waited for an available flight to Haiti. One of the most beautiful moments from this unintended layover was the above view in the Everglades, the wet quilt of Florida. Flatness usually makes me edgy, constantly glancing suspiciously to see who misplaced the hills. Yet, this levee pathway felt like an invitation. Gazing ahead, we could see the sun streaming through the near clouds and, far in the distance, rain slanting from darker confections. Half of the team was coaxing any alligators within hearing to come out for a peek, and the other half was covertly praying them away. The wind pulsed the grass, and the humidity seemed to buoy the lazy dragonflies. The glades were calm yet vibrant with color, water, and stealthy creatures. The scene reminded me of Proverbs 16:9 --

The heart of a man plans his way, but the Lord directs his steps.

Even when the road ahead of us seems still, predictable, unvaried, we do not actually know what is ahead or to the side. Danger could spring in an instant; adventure may be waiting a hop and skip down the path. 

My family will readily attest that circumstances appearing as this unbending pathway frustrate me with their predictable banality. I like forcing change. In sharp contrast to my quick impatience, God is faithfully teaching me to trust His direction. Three years ago I dropped my five-year plan down a dark hole and waited. Sometimes I feel like a preppy, comfortable version of Joseph in prison, dwelling in acknowledged favor and divine tutelage but waiting my turn to freely exercise my gifts. "Remember me when it is well with you..." Joseph told a would-be patron. Joseph planned his way, but the Lord directed his steps. His story climaxed with exceptional power and prestige, but God would have been no less faithful had his steps continued day after day after still another day in prison, alligators and dragonflies creeping and sputtering on the side. Every week I ponder this conundrum of faithfulness and conclude: 

Our hearts plan in hope, and our feet walk in grace.

July 8, 2013

I'm baaaack.

Hi, peeps. I'm back. I know, I know. You were despondent without me. Be of good cheer, my minions. My absence was nothing personal. Rather, my sister and new fiance visited from out of state, and then I took a brief jaunt to Haiti with work. Remember my lovely inspiration Peter from last year? It was a joy to see him again. Enjoy the pics below, and I'll type more soon.




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