There has been much on my mind of late, but they are the sort of topics that require all or nothing posts: relationships, suffering, destiny, complacency, age, etc.
Yesterday my Grandpa was placed in a nursing home. Evidently this is a facility with an exceptional level of interaction and care, and he does have his own room. I hope that the benefits of social activities (on which he thrives) will overcome his discouragement (and other emotions that I'm sure I'll discover on future visits).
Since I moved to Orange County I've tried to volunteer for various endeavors to no avail. Strangely enough, I have filled out three volunteer applications but nothing has come of them so far. However, I have fallen into two minimal commitment causes. The lesson here is to ask God what He wants you to do instead of trying to rush out and save the world.
I also realize every week how blessed I am to have a job that I somewhat enjoy. There are boring days, but I like it overall. It also has loads of perks: tons of vacation time, 35 hr. work week, flexible hours, fun staff. During the boring times I am reminded of how necessary it is for me to have purpose in my work. That purpose is preferably humanitarian in nature. I don't think I could work solely for a paycheck. My time is too precious to me; I'd have to move to Europe where they get loads of holiday. Americans work too much to earn money to buy things they do not really need. It astounds me how quickly my apartment has filled with minimal expense. Imagine if I was an avid shopper! Of course, I'm fond of stuff, especially items that are visually appealing. That's why I have to curtail the accumulation habit.
I hope that I get to the point one day when God does not have to constantly remind me to come back to the basics. I'm so easily distracted.
1 Bless the LORD, O my soul;
And all that is within me, bless His holy name!
2 Bless the LORD, O my soul,
And forget not all His benefits:
3 Who forgives all your iniquities,
Who heals all your diseases,
4 Who redeems your life from destruction,
Who crowns you with lovingkindness and tender mercies,
5 Who satisfies your mouth with good things,
So that your youth is renewed like the eagle’s. Psalm 103:1-5
Highlights of this past week:
The copious rain
Living alone in my apartment (this makes it to the top of the list quite often)
Spending time with Donovan on Saturday
Seeing my aunt and uncle
Watching a 3D movie for the first time (for only $5)
Being paid to attend a training on personality (though the material was subpar)
Finding vibrant flowers for Beth's 18th birthday
Being reminded that I need to let go and let God
Finally getting a few pictures from Thanksgiving
Thanks for reading. I appreciate your time!
